Personal Update

This month has definitely not disappointed. Every since the 5/5 portal opened up it has been a deep purge of emotions in every way imaginable. Some days it's more intense than others, sometimes it's an emotional roller coaster ride all day long and all I can do is ride the wave and go with the flow.

The weekend of the Lunar Eclipse was beyond intense, the portal opened up for me a day prior and the day of it was slew of emotional purging that felt like it wouldn't stop. What was really fascinating is that when the eclipse started everything got triggered at a deeper level than probably ever before. I was sitting outside on my patio, with a roll of paper towels, listening to the Avatar 2 trailer score and the tear just kept coming and coming and coming. It seemed like everything came out of me... it felt like a deep human/galactic clearing. The reason I say fascinating is because it was super aligned with what was cosmically happening in that moment, the Earth's shadow was being casted on the Moon turning it a crimson color and so of course all my ego/dark/shadow aspects would be activated for me to feel all at once.

There was so much that most of the time I didn't even know what was going on, who was crying, what I was crying it all came up with a force that was beyond my comprehension and I just knew I had to fully honor and allow and embrace.

Finally after the peak of the eclipse, I started to calm down, my eyes were all swollen and I just wanted to go to bed. I went back inside and I laid down in bed facing the window watching the end of the eclipse and sinking down into a deep restful sleep. The following day I woke up and my eyes were actually still hurting from crying so much which was interesting. I took it easy but still had some things come up, so cried some more, slept some more and that is probably all I was able to do.

There is so much emotional purging that I cannot even begin to describe but that I share so that you can honor too. It doesn't matter how much you need to cry, it doesn't matter if you know why you're crying, you just need to allow your body to have that release because it is so very freeing.

There are still moments where I feel more tears come up and I allow them and then I go back to more peace inside.

The intensity of this month feels similar to the intensity that I felt back in linear time Dec. 2021 when I went back to Texas, which then propelled me into the next phase where I reached a whole new level. The frequencies of the upcoming month, seem very big and it will only increase from July until the end of the linear year.

Overall everything feels very significant and so whatever you're experiencing right now keep opening up, feeling more, releasing more and allowing your LightBody to support you in every way possible.

With much love and respect,

Samantha SolBright ☼
New Earth Guardian