The beautiful and magical month of September is here! Kinda hard to believe I know but remember things are speeding up just as they are supposed to. The energies of this year are have offered us many triggers, opportunities, awarenesses that support our awakening/remembering/ascension journey. These last four months of the year will serve as even more potent catalysts for more shifts and an immense opportunity to build our foundation for the next year and next decade.
Are you ready?
Here we go!
One of the big opportunities that September offers is movement. Personally I’ve been going through so much leg stuff, expansion/growth/activation that it can feel like growing pains all over again. Our legs symbolize movement; we are able to walk, run, jump with our legs but if we are holding on to anything that stops this flow or movement then it is going to be quite challenging to flow.
This is a great opportunity to see what’s holding you back. What’s keeping you stuck, blocked, chained up and contracted? Our bodies, our lives and our energies are ALL about being in a constant flow. Allow yourself to recognize what is holding you back from this flow so that you can make the necessary movements/changes/decisions that will support your ascension journey.
We are all being called to move. For some it will be physical re-location, travel, or a re-position from within and without so that EVERYTHING can support our journey.
LOWER MIND BLOCKS, HIGHER MIND UNLOCKS
Our lower mind is our brain, it has been given too much control of how we govern our lives. Now more than ever it is crucial to bridge the mind and the heart so you can live from your higher heart.
There is so much going on outside of us in the world that it keeps us locked in our own minds, imprisoned by the inability to figure things out, control (from the ego mind) our circumstances, and open up to new opportunities. The fear of the unknown is empowered by the lower mind/ego self that wants to know everything, control everything, have everything figured out, planned out, thought through and laid out in hopes that THAT will determine the future.
Remember that New Earth, is beyond ALL of this false sense of control and planning. When you’re stuck in your head you can only see from a VERY limited perspective, it’s like an ants’ view of the world, very small and contracted, entangled in the victim hood mentality. However we are NOT ants but angels and eagles that soar UP, UP, UP in the sky and have a limitless view, wide angels and are fully expanded.
This month allow everything to show you where are you still stuck in your head? Where have you not fully shifted to your higher heart and mind? Reconnect with your body at all times and see where these energies are held inside.
VOICE YOUR TRUTH WITH LOVE
We have been going through phases of throat chakra openings all year long. This month will grant us a new opportunity to bridge our throat and heart together so they can become unified. We have a mis-perception that speaking your truth just means saying anything and everything that comes to your mind but it is actually not the truth. Many of us have been shut off from speaking up that it might seem like the right thing to do but we must not be hasty when it comes to speaking up. If you’re speaking to someone out of anger, frustration, stress, overwhelm, grief.... then this is not speaking from your heart. There is a space for that and it definitely has to be released emotionally, physically and mentally but not dumped into others. This is where alone time is KEY. Bring yourself into your own space to release all the trapped, stuffed, suppressed emotions that need to be released, whether it is through crying, yelling, punching a pillow, sitting in nature, going for a run, exercising, writing, whatever method you’re called to do, do it. Only when you know you can come from a pure, calm, peaceful place inside are you truly able to transmit your pure intentions through your voice.
This month will grant us opportunities to see what we still hold inside that is keeping us from speaking our truth from our hearts. With everything going on we may see a spike in people speaking up but from anger, grief, frustration, fear, lack, etc. When you see this in your reality, remember that they are an aspect of you, maybe you’re being reflected back an aspect that needs your attention, see yourself in them and do your own inner work. Remember that the more change you bring in yourself from inside the more you will see the change in other people.
LETTING GO OF CONTROL
We know that we can create our realities, create our future, manifest our dreams into existence and all of these imply that we are able to have full control of our lives which is true but there is a big BUT. There are different points of creation in which we operate from. Most of our lives we have operated from a lower/separated level of heart, mind and soul. We came here very disconnected and separate from our true BEing and our human/ego self was left running the show. This version of ourselves exists and always will but it will ALWAYS have a very limited/closed/contracted/victim mentality and perspective and this will ALWAYS be contrary to how things really are.
When you bring your ego to the backseat of your car, aka life, and you allow your soul/light/Higher Self to come forward and take the driver seat it is a completely different creation experience. It isn’t built on lack, fear or separation, instead it is built on flow, love and unity which is the universal law in which all things exists. It is an abundant flow of just BEingness that allows you to create, attract, materialize from a pure place of being rather than a lack state of existence.
The ego state of creation represents the old way, the distorted, separated way of doing/Being/creating. It is the “hard” way, the long way and the limited way. We have been able to create from this state for some time but it is becoming obsolete and it will no longer work the way it used to.
Letting go of the old way of controlling things means letting go of the ego being in full control of your life. It means surrendering in every moment, letting go of everything that once was, it means trusting in yourself/Source/the Universe and being in the moment at all times. The more we merge and unify with all of these aspects of who we are the more we are able to create from this beautiful place of peace and love that makes ALL things possible. It is this flow of constant being and full unity that we expand into ONEness and become fully conscious of who we truly are. From this state of full knowing we are able to BE/do/have anything and everything that supports this flows, supports our New Earth realities, supports the New Earth collective and everyone in it. This isn’t a me/mine/solo game anymore, it is a collective, unity consciousness creation that affects ALL.
Letting go and allowing yourself to fully trust in your Higher Self aspect will support you in bridging the New Earth creation process.
DOORS CLOSE AND OPEN
This month brings forth the energies of endings and new beginnings with summer/winter coming to a close and fall/spring coming to an open. September is also the 9th month of the year and with it signifies the closing of old cycles. Become aware of what old loops, cycles, patterns are you ready to let go and release. What is needing to come to a close so that you can allow something new and magical to arrive?
Everything in life is about being in a flow, give/receive, open and close. It is a natural state but the human/ego has a hard time embodying this. It tends to hold on to the past, hold on to material things, stay closed up to new opportunities, new adventures, open fully, give unconditionally, receive support and so on because it can’t measure far enough into what it will bring forth. Remember it’s vision is very limited and it can only perceive things from a small hole, limited angle and contracted point of view.
When you fully step into this natural law/flow of things, this will become much easier. There will be no attachment to the past and no fear of the future. There will be no regret on letting go and no fear of opening up. There will be no doubt in giving and no resistance to receiving, everything will just be in a constant, conscious, continuous flow of being, trusting, receiving and expanding. Magic happens, new amazing realities and opportunities are presented from everywhere and you get to jump into a completely new existence.
Creativity is continuing to merge and expand from within us. Our new realities are calling this forth more and more and more of our abilities and creativeness is coming more and more online. We are becoming who we really are: Creator beings in a physical body. Things all around us are “falling apart”, “closing down”, “collapsing” which brings forth a whole new opportunity to become creative. Bring forth that inner child spark that is deep within you that was always creating, always playing and always in a flow.
Millions of opportunities are being offered and presented to you right now that support your creativity, your creative flow. New things that haven’t been created and have yet to be seen are being created right now through you/me/us. We are building a whole new model and blueprint for so many fascinating things that are going to bring much peace, love and unity to New Earth.
This is the moment to get creative. Start writing things down. What do you want to see, what do you want to create, what do you want to bring forth and just stay open. Things may not come right away but they are. Energetically you’re paving they way for everything to come to you at the perfect time from the perfect source, you just have to continue to be in your flow, keep creating, keep focusing on your journey and everything will magically unfold. You don’t need to plan everything or figure out every bit of detail, just let go of the details and allow yourself to create.
Create more peace in this moment. Create more relaxation in this moment. Create more unity in this moment. Sometimes we don’t need to physically create anything, sometimes our bodies need to rest and relax but that doesn’t mean you’re not creating. You’re ALWAYS creating. Beauty and magic comes in creating a feeling in every moment. It’s not always about a thing but always about a presence. Your presence is the present, the gift that you gift yourself in each moment and THAT is the secret to your own magical creation that unlocks infinite opportunities that translate to new magical realities.
Your lower belly/naval is a huge part of the process. This is where your sacral is, this is where we birth our new realities from. Our bellies blow up and we feel like we are bloating but it is part of the expansion and birthing process that occurs during ascension. Sometimes it may feel a bit painful or uncomfortable and when it does, give it what it needs. Allow the process to occur and be grateful for the expansion that your body is allowing.
KEEP BODY FOCUSED
Ascension symptoms are going to continue, in fact they technically don’t stop you just experience different phases and cycles all throughout. Remember that the body is going through a complete re-write and wiping out of the old, corrupted programs that have been embedded inside. A lot of these programs are running in the background without our conscious knowing of it. It’s sort of like having a million windows opened on your laptop, and they are all overlapping each other so you can’t really see they are there. These programs are in your physical body, your muscles, your bones, your blood, your cells, your DNA. They are all being activated and being triggered through your life experiences so that you can start to pay more attention, listen to it and give more love and support to that particular body part.
Continuously check up on your body, talk to it, ask it what it needs. Your body has been separated from your mind and consciousness and so while your mind may be consciously wanting to release, clear and let go of those blocks your body may still be stuck in time, fearful of its life. Why? Because your muscles hold on to the memories, the experiences and the more they were harsh, traumatic and tragic the more it will hold on to these energies to protect itself from getting hurt again.
As you begin to talk to your body, tend to its needs and remind it that it is safe, loved, supported and enough it will start to relax. It will start to feel safe and comforted and it will continue to open up, untangle itself from the chains of illusion and set itself free.
As you continue to clear the density from your body it will simultaneously be expanding, activating, opening up and unifying from inside. This is a very physical experience, it may seem a bit bizarre, unusual and uncomfortable at times but it is part of the carbon based death so that your crystalline template can emerge.
The energies from the sun, cosmos and photon belt are continuing to shower us and we are feeling it more and more and more. Our bodies are being massively hit with these frequencies and it requires a lot of alone/still/rest/sleep time... more than we knew, more than we thought and more than we are comfortable at the beginning. But the more you honor the process, the more you allow this “down” time, the more magic happens. Your body starts to unwind, de-tangle, detach and reverse from all of the old programs in which it was functioning from. Think of it as if you’ve been riding a pedal bike up the steepest hill all of your life. Now all of a sudden you realize that this is not the easiest way to ride a pedal bike and that you don’t even want to get to the top of the mountain. . You remember that you actually came here to be in peace and to be happy NOT to prove something to someone or achieve something that you don't want. You came here to bring about a New Way and live in New Earth and it cannot be achieved by going up the mountain. This is the awakening/remembering phase where now you come to a halt, you stop your bike and you get off. Essentially this is what 2020 is all about. It’s the Big Pause, the Big Shift that is allowing us to reverse the spin/flow/energy that we’ve been functioning from all of our lives. Now we get the opportunity to reverse our energy and our flow to a more natural/organic/unified state of being/living from and this requires time. This is where most of us are. We are turning our bikes around so that we can ride the hill down, which is easier and requires less force.
So allow your body to adjust, shift, reverse its spin. Don’t force it, don’t judge it, it’s all part of the process and you’re not the only one. All of our bodies were carbon based and they are all now being activated to become their crystalline form. This is a HUGE process, it takes time, it requires your focus and it needs your full energy.
Everything revolves around your body. This is what holds your physical realities in place and all of our physical realities, personal and collective, are shifting and changing. The more you focus on your body and anchor more light in your muscles the more magical, beautiful and pure your realities will become.
There is soo much more energetically, physically and collectively that is going on and I will be writing more on this throughout the month, weeks and days. This last stretch of 2020 is extremely important so stay focused, continuously choose what you want your new reality to be/feel/sense like and go within to re-tune your body. Yes, there will be a lot of physical purge/cleanse and release so allow it. Let the tears flow, let the old go, let the New Earth portals open up from deep within you. Honor the experience and be ok with not knowing exactly what is going on. The mind is going to want to know everything but remind yourself that you are a multidimensional being and you are living a multidimensional experience that is very multi faceted and there is just sooo much more going on that meets the eye, so just be ok with not knowing it all right now. You will know more when you fully let go and trust in the process. In fact, let’s dive a little bit more on this topic.
Trusting in the process is another HUGE aspect to this experience. Trusting in your heart’s flow, your inner guidance, your journey, no matter how “difficult” it seems. Remember that the perception of difficulty is part of what we chose so we can go deeper and deeper into our own sea of infinity. Sometimes we don’t realize what we are, what we can do and what we are capable unless we put these experiences in front of us that seem so real. We have allowed each and every one of our experiences whether from a conscious or unconscious state. We have allowed other energies to dictate our realities that weren’t true and pure but we have to let go of that story too and step into full conscious creators. Once you shift your story and realize that you are the creator and you always have been then everything starts to change and morph. You start to remember your true authentic and Divine power. Releasing the victim mentality/right/wrong/duality/judgmental programs is necessary and the sooner you let go of the need to be right and embrace the fact that all you want to do is be happy and be at peace your entire reality changes. Trust that every experience you have allowed was part of your journey and you have a choice of what you can do with it. You can let it imprison you and keep you in a why-me mentality or you can allow the experience to just be a part of the plan that you set for yourself to help you remember who you are.
Trust. You’re exactly where you need to be and you’re doing exactly what you can with what you know. Continue to be still, let go of the rush, let go of the doing state and embrace the beingness/stillness/openness of the present moment. Because the more that you do the more you’ll embody the frequencies of trust within you and the more open you’ll be to more magical realities to be birth from deep within you.
Dear soul family, remember you’re not alone. We are all in this together, each with our own experiences and journeys and we each hold a very integral part in this collective ascension so stay strong and do whatever it is to keep your body comfortable, relaxed and open. If there is anything that I can support you with, let me know. Check out the links below for this months' offerings, classes, sessions and more.
With that, I am sending you all so much love and support!
New Earth Ascension Guide & WayShower
You’re the keeper of your life
The creator of your reality,
The wisdom keeper,
The code activator,
The magi in disguise,
The truth holder,
The systems buster,
The bringer of the new world.
You’re here to bring hope to the planet,
Bring back trust to the people,
Bring back the purity of who we are,
and the love that we hold,
You’re here to let go of the past and the future so you can enjoy the present.
You’re here to give yourself everything that you are and everything that you always wanted.
You are the mother, the father, the brother, the sister, the neighbor, the best friend, the partner, the husband that you always wanted,
The one that always has your back,
Is always there to listen,
Is always there to play,
Is always there to comfort you,
Is always there to support you,
Is always there to hug you,
Is always there to remind you of how strong you
are and how beautiful you look, and how you can
do/be and have everything that you always wanted.
You are everything and more.
Your true sacred self is the one that will always be
there for you and always as but we forgot.
We thought that everything was outside of ourselves.
We thought that others had to fill our void, our hole,
our empty, our wants and our needs.
We thought that others were the ones we had to go
to to feel wanted, worthy and deserving of who you are.
Now it’s time to remember that this was only an
inverted program and the opposite of the truth.
It’s time to remember to stop seeking for want we
need outside of ourselves but rather go inside and re-discover it.
It is in the journey, in the process, in the going
deeper and deeper and deeper that you will start
to remember who you are.
You are everything and more!
You are the Divine Child,
the Divine Mother,
the Divine Father,
the Divine Partner,
the Divine Sister,
the Divine Brother,
You’re all of these and more.
No one can bring you more peace and love and happiness than you because you are everything.
No it’s not theory.
It’s not just science or physics.
It’s much more than that.
It is the universal truth that you hold inside.
Go deep enough and you will remember.
You are the creator, God, source in human form.
There is no separation.
There is no need to talk as if it was separate than you because it isn’t.
It’s not blasphemous, it’s not a mis-perceived conception, it just is.
Go deeper and you will know.
Go beyond what you know,
Go beyond what you’ve been taught to believe,
Go beyond what you’ve experienced,
Go deeper and deeper because you hold the sacred knowledge inside.
You are nothing and everything at the same time.
You are the light and the dark.
You are the alpha and the omega.
You are the sun and the moon.
You are the high and low frequencies.
It’s time to let everything else go.
It’s time to open up to who we are.
Yes it goes against everything you’ve been taught but most things are and it’s time to get used to it.
It’s what we came here for.
We came here to bring back to its natural state of ease and flow, love and light, purity and grace.
Go deeper and deeper and you will know.
Don’t take my word for it.
Allow these codes and frequencies to assist you.
We are in it to win it.
We just have to go all in!
Let go of the past,
Let go of the future,
Let go of the story,
Let go of the drama,
Let go of the old truth
so you can create a new truth.
Let go of your mom,
and all the stories and
mis-perceptions of what they
did to you.
They are all you and they only came to play the role that you allowed and agreed.
Everything else is only blocking you from remembering and being happy.
Let go of your job,
and all the attachments
that you hold towards every label,
everything you own and everything that
once defined you.
You are not that!
You’re so much more!
But in order to remember you have to choose to let go of what you once knew, thought or perceived as the truth.
It’s only killing you inside.
And It’s not allowing you to be free.
It’s time to be free and remember.
It’s time to be the light,
the truth keeper,
the wisdom holder,
the gate keeper,
because it’s who you truly are inside.
Stop the war, the battle, the judgment, the lies and the mis-perceptions you hold inside.
It’s time to be free.
Allow yourself to be free.
Allow yourself to be the light.
Allow yourself to let go.
Allow yourself to live.
Allow yourself to re-discover who you truly are.
Allow your old self to die.
And allow the new you to emerge.
It’s waiting for you.
It’s ready to be uncovered.
The moment is now.
And you’re more than ready.
Ascension Guide & WayShower
We exist in the infinite field of quantum possibilities. This wonderful space where EVERYTHING can be created from a space of pure love and unity. It is in the accessing and fully being in this space that we get to experience a state of full presence.
It is inside this space of magic, fluidity, grace and quantum flow that you get to bend your reality.
Realities aren’t fixed.
They aren’t one sided.
They aren’t set in stones.
You and I have the ability to change everything.
Everything we see, everything we touch, everything we experience.
When we let go of all the walls and we go deeper and deeper within our own space we begin to access a whole new world.
It’s not like the old world, it’s not a static place where you are bound by laws, structure or your past.
It is this magical place where everything is possible and everything exists.
Coming down to earth we forgot about this place. We forgot it existed, we forgot how to access it, we forgot how to bathe in it.
It’s not outside.
Stop looking outside for answers.
Drop your walls and go within your heart space.
Let go of the old stories that kept you stuck.
Drop the old beliefs that kept you reliving old loop cycles.
Stop letting your old self create something you don’t want anymore.
It’s time to remember who we are and how to access this field.
Letting go of the attachments, the perceived responsibilities that tie you to a dying 3D reality will perpetuate your existence there.
You have to decide.
You have to make a conscious choice in every moment to live in this now.
In this forever moment that always exists.
Yes it’s possible and yes you are ready.
You are ready to fly and float and swim within your own quantum field that can be accessed deep, deep within your seas.
You have to dive deep.
You have to let go of the safety mechanisms because you have all the equipment you need.
You were born to swim.
In fact you are a master.
It is time to remember.
It is time to breathe in the golden frequencies that are all around you and release yourself from bondage.
Going quantum is a state of full presence in the now moment. You get to expand your wings and let go of the gravity inside.
There are no roots, no chords, nothing tying you to the ground to keep you safe. These are old perceptions of safety that we must be willing to let go if we want to experience full freedom.
The outer safety nets disappear when you start to remember that all you need is within you.
All you ever needed is inside of you.
But it was all convoluted, diluted, entangled with outer frequencies that you were somewhat blinded to.
It’s within the deep conscious choice of being, of diving deeper, of letting go of everything, of making peace inside that you set yourself free.
Once you go all in you get the opportunity to remember and experiences all that you are.
It’s nothing like you expected but way more than what you wanted.
It’s floaty and forever changing.
This field of pure bliss and expansiveness allows you to be you and create from this stillness.
Yes there is much magic from pure stillness.
Stillness is where everything resides.
It’s the opposite of what we were taught and it goes against everything we believed in. Let go of your old beliefs because there is no room for them in this stillness. There is no other choice. You have to let go of your old self and completely re-learn everything.
We have to re-learn how to live, how to be, how to speak, how to think, how to feel, how to express, how to breathe how to create and so much more.
You get to bring in your Divine child and embody him/her so you can play and jump and learn everything all over again from love and purity.
Your Divine child is here to assist. It is here to support you and help you to be more open, more free, more allowing, more playful and more creative.
It is through this connection that you get to appreciate the bliss and the magic.
It is through your Divine Child that you get to enjoy the journey and play.
Allow yourself to play with these energies and everything that you need for your journey will appear.
There is no struggle, no battling, no judging, no impurities, no lies...
NOTHING that is not who you truly are.
It’s time to reconnect with this field.
It’s time to go quantum.
I’ll see you inside!
Ascension Guide & WayShower
I was in a beautiful call this afternoon listening others stories and experiences as well as sharing my own and one of the topics that came through was menstrual cycles.
Menstrual Cycles during Ascension
This came through because a lady was sharing and asking a question about her menstrual cycle and whether or not that changes. Her experience was that it went from regular to very irregular back to regular and now it’s very far in between. Another person shared that it was the opposite for her, she went from being very irregular to now being very regular.
And I realized so much of what we’ve been taught as being normal or the norm is actually quite different for everyone.
My normal has always been irregular even though society has deemed it as ‘not normal’. Here’s where we go into trying to ‘fix’ ourselves when we are not broke, or trying to follow someone else instead of following your own body and your own intuition.
For me it’s gone from irregular to regular to irregular if I am stressed. I also went from being light to being a bit more heavy. And it’s all about listening to your body and fully trusting in the process.
What’s been your experience with this topic?
Samantha SolBright ☼
During the ascension process the things that were deemed as maybe normal or not normal (based on others standards) actual revert back to it’s state of pure normality based on each person’s experience and choices.
When we think about how all the beliefs and all the program that we were running during our phases of amnesia were based on fear, lack and distortion we essential start the process of de-programming.
It’s almost like having been pedaling all of our lives against the current instead of with it.
This is where everything has to come into a holt. We have to stop and delete everything that we were once taught, or programmed to belief so that we can start all over pedaling in the easier direction.
From fast pace to slow pace
In the group, I shared my current experience with honoring my body, sleeping, resting, integrating but yet seeming a little lost about when to take action.
For those that are new to this, ascension is all about being present in each moment and out the ‘fast’ out of fast pace and really going with your own in-tuned pace.
I was always into the go-go-go, fast, running around, trying to get things done quick, etc. It was almost as if that kept me going and excited and in the flow. Then what ended up happening is I started to slow down at my job. I wasn’t doing a lot of the things that would force me to go fast, instead I would stay longer inside my office, doing things inside and just slowing that my pace and THAT actually brought me more peace.
So now, fast-forward a year or two, I am in this phase where I want to honor my body and at the same time I am ready to do.
So here’s how I feel this inverting programs theme plays a role. When you look at how I used to be, more in a fast paced rhythm, in order to go back to that or simply be in a more expanded space, you literally have to drop most of the things that you were doing so that you’re not caught up in that fast paced energy. For me, I was told to quit my job, move out of my parents and more recently is move out of Texas and into the country. All of those allowed me to become more centered, more balanced and more I tuned with myself. I completely took myself out of the environments that were keeping me in that high paced energy. So I literally did a 180 and went to completely just taking it slow, sleeping a lot, resting, integrating, honoring the process (which you really have to do throughout the entire experience). But now I am here ready to go, go, go but it’s almost as if I am afraid to fall back into that old energy (which is not quite possible) and do things from lack, fear and distortion.
I hope I am making some sense out of all of this lol and I am able to wrap things up.
When you are in a fast-pace energy, the first thing is to stop, come to this zero point field so that you can revert yourself back to a normal, natural state of just being. Being is our own pure state but we have been bombarded with beliefs and programs that keep us in the fast paced movement because we’ve been taught that you have to move fast in order to success and get things done. All of that is actually doing the opposite but that is what a distorted program does. So now that I’ve come back into a more natural state and flow, I have to stay connected and in-tuned to my soul to see what it is that I need to do in that moment.
So yes, your soul may say, it’s time to move fast, it’s time go and do because that is one of my roles as a lightworker, but you see when that happens the energy will be more much in alignment that out of alignment.
Moving out of the apartment fast
Another example is moving out of the apartment. My partner and I made the decision and then had to move fast. Had to start selling, donating and throwing away things right away. It’s almost as if we were force to so we didn’t have time to think or regret or ponder about our decisions and whether or not it was the ‘right one’. We went with it, we moved fast and moved out within two weeks. Yes, it was stressful, yes we went through tons of clearing and opening and expanding and it was all necessary for the journey so we honored it.
Don’t think just flow
At the end of the call, the host mentioned that it does take practice which I can totally see and I am much more at peace with it. We each have to master our own energy and our own soul communication which again takes practice. Once that happens you will stop thinking (thinking disconnects you from your heart) and just intuit every move, every action, every doing. You will be in that constant flow of knowing exactly what to do in that moment.
The other thing is not planning or scheduling (if you can help it) or creating too many lists because that does put you in linearity. I have stopped doing a task list for myself awhile ago especially because I rarely was able to follow it or do it. What I’ve started to do is put a list of things that need to get done that month and then go with the flow each day.
Stop and ask
What I’ve been doing more is just sitting, connecting, relaxing and then asking my soul what is the next thing to do and just go with that. Sometime I feel like I get in my head and have my unconscious programming get in the way but I do my best to catch it and then revert back to being in the moment. I literally have to just sit, relax, getting in that meditate state, connect and just ask and see/feel what is the next highest aligned action for me.
Yes, it’s a process.
Yes, it takes practice.
Yes, it’s reversing everything we’ve been taught which takes time but you’ll start to feel different. You’ll start to feel more liberating and you’ll start to re-align yourself fully.
What’s been your experience with this topic?
Samantha SolBright ☼
Yesterday, I had another huge realization about myself that I feel fits most everyone: judgment. It goes with the overlaying theme that we don’t believe we are good enough to, deserving enough or worthy enough and therefore we carry the judgment weight on our back.
For me it was this subconscious energy of judging others, not accepting others because at a deep level I don’t accept myself.
We grow up looking at other people and wanting to be like others, wanting to have what others have. That was my whole life, I always used to have friends or classmates that I would ”look up to” because I thought they were prettier than me or they wore their head like I would have wanted to wear my hair, or wore the clothes I would have wanted to wear. I grew up in a somewhat lack driven environment where for some reason I couldn’t have most of the things that I wanted. I’ve always been into style and loved wearing what is in style but that stuff was always too much to have or too expensive and so I was always bought what was necessary, what was modest, what was needed and nothing more. And so there was always this desire for more and also this belief that I couldn’t have more or we weren’t worthy to have more or we didn’t have enough to buy more.
And yes, this is me being completely raw, open and vulnerable because I know that I am not the only that had that experience and it’s damn to own it and then release it.
So moving on with my story....
For that reason (and many others, of course) I was the quite one, the reserved one, the one that wore the same sweater, the one that had the simple things, never the showy-sparkly things. And at a soul level, this was part of what I didn’t receive as a kid that created the belief that I wasn’t fully supported.
Fast forward to now, I discovered that I was holding on to judgment towards others because I don’t have what they have, or I’m not as outgoing or outspoken like they are which all of this leads to not being able to accept them. Why am I not accepting of them? Because I am not accepting of myself and who I am. And as I am writing this, I feel it deep in my heart, I feel all the emotions coming up and I am now finally able to release deeper and deeper layers of this.
You see most of my life I have never gone this deep into myself (of course, not that anyone was really taught this). It’s one of those things that I never wanted to admit to myself. It was buried deep within me that I didn’t want to look at it and it was almost as if I was in denial of this. When we thing of being judgmental or judging or being racist, or prejudice towards someone we never want to look at ourselves and see where we have actually been this or felt this or even judged someone else for being this. This is obviously a very big theme going on right now and I know this is happening because we all hold this inside of us at deep soul level. Why? Because we came here to dismantle that belief by carrying it inside of ourselves. So now it’s time to go deep.
Go deep within ourselves, to all the times where we felt judged, where we might have judged, where we weren’t accepting of others and even ourselves. A lot of times we feel like it’s our actions that define whether or not we have judgement within but no, it goes deeper. It is in our thoughts, our words, our perceptions, our beliefs, our energy. And trust me, we ALL have this at a deep energetic level, because we ALL came here to dismantle everything that comes with it.
Recognizing and becoming aware of what I am like in this moment has been a very big part of myself, because again I was just too scared to go that deep. I can admit now that I am just a quite, reserved, introverted person especially at first meet. It takes time for me to open up and share my thoughts, share my opinions especially in a big group, or in someone else’s company.
Speaking up is another big theme that I have grown up with. Not being able to speak up or feeling safe was so prevalent in my life. You have no idea how hard it has been to speak up, which leads into another thing that I need to dive deeper in but I will probably leave it for another post.
When my partner asked me to go deep into what I was feeling and how I wanted to re-write my program it all came down to acceptance. That is how I discovered that the reasons I was low key judgmental is because I wasn’t accepting of others because I wasn’t accepting of myself. So now it’s all about feeling all those emotions. Yes, all that hurt, all that pain, all those experiences, stories and memories that come along with it, feeling it all because like my partner says you feel to heal. Yes, there are tears that must be shed in order to release that chemical and cellular memory from the system and be fully accepting of your light.
At a soul level, our light is what we are not accepting of. Maybe we don’t want to shine bright, we don’t feel safe shining our light, we don’t believe we can shine bright and oh so many other beliefs.
Remember that your light is who you are, it’s almost impossible not to shine it.
Remember that it is safe to shine your light because that is who you are and what you came here to do.
Your light is what heals, creates, changes and awakens others.
So, yeah, there might be other things to work through this but the more I do the freer I become and the more I remember.
I may become a completely different person and in fact it is very likely that I will as I know that I am speaking up more that I used to.
That is this beautiful death and re-birth of the old into a completely new energy that may be unrecognizable.
Be totally ok with that as this is very normal and part of who we are.
With that, thanks for reading and feel free to share or comment!
Samantha SolBright ☼
When I was in the city, the physical release Was different. Now that I’m out of the city, it’s almost like it’s a whole other ball game.
Even though there was an emotional release, I feel like all that release came from the things that I was attached to because I was in the city. This time all because I am not in the city anymore and I’ve physically detached myself from almost everything, now it feels like it’s time to go deeper. It’s almost as if you can’t go to deep in the city because of all the distractions that surround you.
It’s quite interesting. Something that it might have taken me longer to get to if I hadn’t decided to jump/go all in and leave this city.
This is why it’s so important to retreat constantly into nature because nature doesn’t hold the energy of any of the attachments that we have in the city. Nature is this pure loving, nurturing energy and it holds the true essence of who we are. It supports is every way without judgment or distortion.
I invite you to spend more time with her throughout your journey because when you do you’ll re-discover yourself more and more and more.
Samantha SolBright ☼
This Augusts’ full moon is in Aquarius, Aquarius being a water sign and water symbolizes emotions. So if you’re going through an emotional purge right now it’s all good and very necessary for the next phase of your journey.
Yesterday was a very interesting and bizarre day. My partner and I had headaches for half of the day, we rested a lot and I was also going through intense nose clearing. It may seem like allergies from the 3D perspective but so much more is actually going on.... so let’s dive in.
Deep cleanse and release
As you’re going through the physical body ascension process your programs are going to need to clear not just energetically but also physically. The mucus is often a tool for these programs, blocks, beliefs to attach to so they can physically leave the body.
Walls Come Down
The lungs serve as a catalyst to clear out the walls aka protection mechanisms that surround our hearts. As these walls come down they attach to the lungs and through the mucus they start to leave the body.
The respiratory system and immune system is also getting an upgrade. Our 3D immune systems were built around old programs of survival mode and you better believe all of these are being triggered as we speak on everyone. The respiratory system also has survival mechanisms, our breath is sacred, it is cleansing, it is healing and the more we clear all the gunk that was keeping us in trapped in a system that didn’t want us to fully breathe aka live in our light and power, we will go through respiratory upgrades.
Yes, this may seem like you’re “sick” but you’re far from it. Remove that word from your vocabulary as quickly as possible, clear the fear from it as well, because it will serve you as you’re going through this process.
How was your full moon release?
Samantha SolBright ☼
Samantha is a New Earth Ascension Guide, WayShower, Author, Teacher, Wisdom Keeper, Energy Worker and Activator of Higher Consciousness. She is here to assists and supports the planet and humanity as we transition to New Earth/5D/Heavenly Realms.