The Magic of the Breakdown

There is a song that I was introduced to some time back by that had the words, "there is beauty in the breakdown", and this month I got to experience that all over again at a deeper level.
There is a lot of breaking down, breaking up, breaking through and breaking open experiences happening at a personal, global, cellular and quantum level. We are shifting, re-aligning, clearing and expanding at an extremely rapid pace, like never before. But just like the reconstruction of a new building, the one that was there first has to completely come down in order to level the field and start a new foundation. This is where part of the magic takes place, when you go deep into your shadows, deep into the depths of your beliefs, deep into the illusion of what you have perceived to be true and become aware of all that is still held inside so that you can break it down and break free from it. No, I am not going to sugar coat it at all, the break down can be tough, it can be painful, it will have you down on your knees, crying your eyes out, begging to be shown and finally screaming NO MORE, I am NOT this belief, I am NOT this person, I am done with this BS. And when you allow yourself to go through that break down, you will see magic on the other side.
Apart from separating from my twin, my whole world was turned upside down and inside out. My right eye had me physically blinded and in so much pain, all my fears had come to the surface, all my wounds of past relationships resurfaced, my separated aspects yelled and screamed saying they didn’t want to go back home, my business had to be put on hold and all my emotions bubbled up inside of me. I couldn’t hold on to them anymore, I was crying for every little thing and for what seemed no reason at all. Intense was an understatement. I was forced to close my eyes and literally be in the dark inside the RV for two weeks. I couldn’t distract myself with anything, I had no other choice but to go deeper and deeper and deeper inside, where I hadn’t gone before. I began to realize how important it was to shut absolutely everything off and just listen to your body, listen to your thoughts, listen to everything that is going on inside of you. I realized how much we allow the outside world and reality to distract the very thing that can set us truly fee. I realized that one of the things that we fear the most is to come face to face with our own inner war and inner battles. And most of all I realized that once we actually decide to go deep inside into our own battle ring the only other person we would find on the other side would be us, another version of us, our most separated, distorted, unconscious aspect. There is no monster, there is no evil giant, there is no villain, it’s only us. We might be dressed like one but in the end it is only a version of us whom we have actually feared all this time. A version of us that has been just as scared as us but has learned to masked itself by an unhealed emotion. A version of us that deep down doesn’t want to fight, or be locked inside. A version of us that actually yearns to be free, it yearns to fly and be reunited with who he/she actually is.
Once we decide to go into the depths of who we are everything starts to change. Everything starts to make sense, everything starts to shift and dissolve and we realize that we’ve always had the key to set this aspect free. We’ve always had it inside, we just had to be willing to go so deep inside so we can let love in and let love win. The battle dissolves, the war resolves and the ring evolves into the gates of your heart.
It’s the heroes journey, the journey that we must all make, alone. No one can set you free but you. You are the one with the golden key, you are the one with the magic inside that can turn everything into love, you are the one you’ve been waiting for all of your life.
Every time I break down, I see the beauty and the magic that appears on the other side. I see an aspect of myself unify and become whole again. Allow yourself to set yourself free. Allow yourself to go deeper inside. Yes there are many aspects and battle rings that we hold inside that we must enter but once you realize that it’s only you everything changes and you’re not that scared anymore.
Give yourself permission to go deeper and the more that you do the more magic that awaits you on the other side.
Allow the break down, the emotions, the tears, the range, the vulnerability that comes with this experience because that will make more space for more of your SOULight to come through. And the more Light you hold inside the greater your ability to hold love and peace and joy at all times.

Sending you much love as you go through your own inner journey inside!


♥♥♥
Samantha SolBright Rodriguez
New Earth Ascension Guide and WayShower
http://awakenyoursoulight.com

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Building a New Community

Today I got to build a city around the train tracks with my nieces. It’s so cool being able to see that this is what we are all starting to do: building New Earth; new cities, new structures, new realities. You may or may not see it but it’s happening.
When I landed in Texas, I was able to see the old grids collapsing, they looked like an old, burnt down house and the beautiful crystalline grids above were getting closer and closer.
Open up and anchor these beautiful and magical grids/codes/energies inside of your body. Let everything else go so that you can make room for them. We are the anchors, the foundation of New Earth. Allow everything in your reality to show you what is supporting your Light and what isn’t so that you can continuously choose only that which supports your Light.
I had a friend the other day talk about leaving her community and I reminded her that this is a big part of the process. A lot of the current communities, groups, relationships, partnerships that we currently have do not hold New Earth/Soul/Light integrity and we must be willing to let that go when we are guided to. We are here to bring a whole new community that hasn’t been formed yet. We are not here to wait on anyone and yet we are not rushing to do it either. The more we rebuild/re-construction our Light/Lightbody the more we hold those structures inside to be able to share and activate others with them.
Continue to focus on your Light because that is truly the only thing that truly matters right now. Your Light is your most precious asset (interesting that word wanted to come through), not things, not objects, not anything else, but your Pure Light. The more you learn how to hold it, anchor it, expand it, share it and be it the more we bring to the world.

In Peace,
Samantha SolBright Rodriguez 🌞
New Earth Ascension Guide & WayShower
​http://awakenyoursoulight.com

As you become more present, you will start to observe more.
Observation takes the place of judgment. Most of us watch, listen and
then make an opinion about something and with that comes a lot
of labels and judgments that create a world that is not in alignment
with who we are. The "outer"/3D world is a world of labels, identities,
opinions, telling you what to do, say, think, choose and so much more.

Back at Home

I've been gifted the opportunity to be more still and observe. I can
tell you, things have personally shifted tremendously now that I am back
at home with my parents. It's been a year and two months since I left
and have expanded so much that I can see the difference between
how I interact and respond with everything and everyone around me.

I was very resisting to coming back home and felt as if I was going
backwards but now I realize that this is far from the truth. I am able
to see just how much I've grown and I'm happy I had the courage to come
back and assist in what I agreed to do. Everything, at a deeper level, is
an agreement, we agree to play certain roles, share certain codes,
spread Light and engage with certain people to activate more within
them and clear/expand/release within us. When we come to innerstand
this we become much more open about this role and when we do we are
granted/gifted a much more enjoyable and graceful experience.

My parents have changed as well, I see/feel them more open, which is
nice to feel and observe. I am assisting them with clearing/cleaning
the energy in the house and they are both very much open to that.

My nieces have grown too and it's beautiful to see. They are assisting
me soo much in my own clearing/expanding/healing journey. The other
day I was in a session and they came in right when
it was my turn to share. We were practicing reading and clearing each
other and we were talking about unicorns and the following day my
niece brings her toy unicorn and Pegasus to assist me in working
with my own unicorn. It is soo cool! Kids are soo open to the magic,
they know that these things exists, they know they are real but
sometimes in most cases adults shut down their magic. I know I am
here to provide a safe place for them to talk about this and to
explore/expand/learn/remember more about their own magic inside.

Energy Magic

The other day, I started to organize my parents living room and I have
to check myself to see if I'm coming from a place of pure peace and
love and not from a place of push/force/convince/destroy etc. I told
my mother that I was told to just start cleaning and organize and
all of a sudden she started to clean and organize the fridge beautifully.
It was as if I had brought forth this surge of energy down into her
and she was activated by it. I was pretty shocked when that happened
and started to realize just how powerful the intention had been.

Today, I also noticed that my nieces love to lay in the air mattress
that I am sleeping on at the moment. I didn't quite realize it until
this evening that my energy is in that space and so they feel the
open/expansive/magic that I anchor in that corner. It's actually
really cool.

Personal Energy

The rush, the autopilot, the fear-driven actions that would guide
my movements, my responses, my words have shifted A LOT. It's like I now
feel the complete opposite. I am in no rush to do anything, I am
coming from my heart when I speak, I observe my nieces and myself first,
it's this complete shift that I would have never known it existed
if I hadn't followed my guidance when it said I should come back home
for awhile.

I still don't know exactly how long I will be here. I am still
open to what comes next and I know that it will come. I won't rush it,
I know it will come and I will get my window of opportunity and
I will jump.

The more I expand, I share, I open, the more and more I see other
people in my reality do the same. The more I choose my Light,
my energy and hold on to what supports me the more my surroundings and
my reality change. It's this beautiful orchestration and dance of being
the observer, the creator, the shift-maker in the highest and purest
form. Yes, there are still more initiations to come, more revelations
to come, more clearings to expand from, more realities to create,
more structures to build and when you focus on all of this the old world
seems so far away. In fact, my family doesn't even engage in it as much
as they used to which is huge. Things are shifting and changing
whether you are conscious of it or not, whether you see it or not,
you just have to trust and keep following your path, your journey,
your Light.


Samantha SolBright Rodriguez
www.awakenyoursoulight.com

 
This light encoded writing will be a little different as I am typing it as slow as I can since I have my eyes closed. These past few weeks have been such a profound and intense experience to say the least. My right eye has been resting to put it lightly and I’ve been “forced” to keep it shut for most of the day until I fully recover. I haven’t written here in a while and wanted to say a few words, share a few things and remind you of some things as well.
This month has been a gigantic retrospective month, self care and a journey that goes beyond time. This experience has allowed me to remember and uncover a lot of things that were still held beneath my skin. It’s helped me to remember just how deep the depths of our emotions can be and to honor every single one of them. Emotions are the core of this human experiment and we have been taught to conceal/suppress/oppress the very thing that makes up who we are. We have been led to believe that it is better to not associate with our feelings and only focus on the “positive” ones, the lighter ones but yet the heavy ones don’t go away as much as we try to suppress and the more we suppress the heavier and heavier they become. They morph into walls and fortresses around our heart that keep us in fear, stagnant, or going against our deepest soul desires. Now I know just how monumental emotions are and how in order for the whole world to shift to a new paradigm we must all learn to honor each and every singe one of the emotions in the emotional/clearing experience.
As wayshowers and bridgekeepers, it’s often us that have to go through the deep experiences first to become the guides and bringers of the Light. It’s part of our journey and part of the codes that we chose to hold throughout our life time. It’s in our DNA and the best thing we can do is go with the flow, go through with the experience and remember all the gifts and magic that come along with it. I heard this from a channeler the other day, and she mentioned how she consistently asks, what is the gift that I will receive from this experience or situation. And I thought that was so beautiful. At times we get lost in the human emotions, reality, experience as being too real or too much to handle but that is because we lose sight of what is actually real and true: we are loved and supported above ALL. The only way to actually know it, sense it and feel it is by being open, asking, surrendering day after day, moment after moment to the Light that you truly are.
These changing times are not going anywhere, change will continue and the only thing that we must do now is adjust to it, go with this flow, leave the old behind and acclimate to the new energies from deep within our body. We are being asked to shift a lot in all levels and that is because we are ready. Our Soul asked for this change because we were done with the old, because the old ways were killing us inside without even consciously knowing it. Yes, it is a bit scary, going into the human unknown, going into parts of ourselves that we have never been to before or even physically going to parts of the world that we have never traveled to, but every single guidance that you are receiving is getting you/us closer and closer to ALL that we came here to be and do. It is in the action taking, leap of faith and quantum jump that all that we’ve ever wanted and asked for at a Soul level becomes visible, palpable and felt. I know that you know that deep inside you asked for more, you wanted more, you came to create the most beautiful and magical experience that anyone has ever experienced here on this planet. We are the builders, the code activators, the change makers, the grid keepers and bridge holders of New Earth/Heaven and it is ALL inside. Every decision, every choice, every thought, every word, every molecule must be shifted and re-aligned with this heaven and the purity that we hold inside.
It’s time.
It’s time to be, do and create ALL that we are.
Everyone is being guided differently. Everyone has specific codes and keys to share. Everyone is online whether they are conscious of it or not. We ALL came here together to win this game and it’s through our constant connection to our Light/Source that we get to move and flow and share these keys that re-code this entire existence for all.
Whatever you’re going through is all perfect. Whatever you’re feeling is perfecte. Whatever your Soul is guiding you to do is more than enough. Keep going. Keep going. Keep going. You might not have all the answers, you might not see too far ahead of you and you may not know how exactly this will work out but it will. This is where fully activating deep inner trust with all that you are becomes super important. Don’t lose the connection, don’t go back to the old, keep going/moving forward and all will be revealed in due time.
With that, I am sending you lots of blessings, sorry for any typos or any of that stuff, but you gotta do your best with what you have at the moment.
 
In gratitude,
Samantha SolBright Rodriguez
Awakenyoursoulight.com