Just Some Observations

I’ve chosen lately to step back and just observe. I’ve realized just how much of a spiritual ego we actually have. This is not coming from a place of judgment but again just an observation. It’s cool to know someone that has already ascended and seeing how their energy was when they first crossed over (10 years ago), how they interacted, how they expressed themselves without any ego, judgment or fear. And then I observe how even I have operated or expressed or come across in videos even after I woke up. I saw a cartoon the other day where there was a young man jumping off a board that was labeled ego and then landed on another board that was labeled spiritual ego and man it’s funny cuz it’s true!
It took me a long time to realize there even existed such a thing as spiritual ego and now that I am much more aware and free I am getting to see it so much more now all over the awakened community. I will say that dissolving the ego is a hell of a journey and then coming to recognize the spiritual ego might be a bit of a surprise but it’s just part of the process.
The more we come to dissolve the ego we definitely do tap on the spiritual ego and we can clear it all at the same time if we are open to diving deeper within all levels of separation.
I’ve also been observing my journey of consciousness and others and not from a comparison as I’ve definitely had to work through that with the twin relationship I had but from again just from a place of observation. In fact, I won’t compare but just share from my own personal journey. When we first wake up and start to open up more channels of consciousness we start to gain and receive more information. At first it might be channeled, other times it’s through other people’s works or channelings and then you start to receive them on your own. When I embarked in my own intuitive journey I started channeling, or psychically get information while also accessing more information from within. There is a part of the journey where you stop channeling and you just access the information that you already have within because everything technically is already within you. So as I continued on my journey, quit my job and went all in on my physical ascension journey I started to write more elaborately which was cool. And it wasn’t until maybe a month or so ago that I heard my teacher talk about sometimes we (the ego) feels like if it uses big, fancy words it may seem like we have ascended but this isn’t quite true. So I went back to my own writings and my own teachings to see where I was truly coming from. What is happening now is I feel myself going back to writing more simply, not using the / but again keeping it simple. In fact, when I was finishing my book I realized that some parts have been written from my ego and not from my Soul. The ego wants to be fancy, complex, use big words, and elaborate but not in a way that is pure in a way that says “look at me”, “see me”, “I need to prove myself”, which all ties in to not good enough. This is a BIG energy for ALL of us to see, feel and release as we all come with it and so I realized that I needed to work through, feel all the lack energy inside and release it. Once I started to release this energy I started or rather I am starting to come back to simple. I don’t need to impress or prove anything to anyone because that is no longer where I am functioning from. It is quite a different energy for sure. In fact, I have been observing the way my teacher wrote and came across in her early years when she first ascended and it was very much like that, simple words, simple sentences, nothing fancy or out there because she knew that she didn’t need to be in that energy. I like to again observe and see where people are so that I can innerstand this process a bit more myself and so here I am.
The ego sometimes likes to bring through the fancy stuff, code words, different aspects, Masters, Galactics and others to almost validate their information and it’s quite interesting. The other day my teacher mentioned that back in the day someone wouldn’t let her do something because she did not want to call herself a channeler. And I still see that. There are so many great channelers out there and I myself was greatly assisted by these channelings but at some level you do move away from channeling because you are no longer separated from those other dimensional beings, you actually become them. Channeling is still functioning from separation, I am down here and they are up there and that’s not full union of all aspects within. So yeah, at the beginning I would say I channeled information but I knew at some level that wasn’t all true. The information had come from me and my own inner knowing and wisdom. We all have this but sometimes we give more credit if it comes from somewhere “out there” or from Ascended Masters or Galactics. This is all going to shift however the more we expand and remember that coming back to full consciousness is remembering that we become every aspect that we believed to be outside of ourselves.
As I evolve more and expand more and ascend more it becomes more clear to me how when you fully ascend with your body not just with your consciousness you become just pure love. There is no need to be fancy or wordy but quite the opposite, things become much more simple and profound. I am going through this not just in my writings but also in my videos, where I am posting more nature videos and just simple videos where I am not talking, I am just sharing the beauty of my reality which doesn’t need words at all. The energy that I transmit speaks for itself and it’s very true to the extent that we don’t actually need to talk a lot of the times unless it’s to explain something to the human. We do become fully “telepathic” and that at some point will be our way of communicating. It will take awhile for that but we are becoming energy beings again not talkative beings. Most many of us talked from our head, our mind, our ego when we were unconscious at some level and so when you become fully conscious you will only talk from your pure heart and only when it’s necessary. It’s quite fascinating to think about it all.
So anyway, back to my observation of myself and just where I am in this process; less is more, simple is best. Not to say I don’t write semi long articles but the way I write seems much more simple and less complex. Until I fully ascend with my physical body I will have more access to more information and more ways to communicate, express, share and decode more energies and that might require more codes to add in my writings but until then I am enjoying being back in simple embracing all that I am evolving into.

With much peace and gratitude!
Samantha SolBright ☼
Awakenyoursoulight.com